It's a rainy evening here where I am and this is what I'm LSS-ing on.. :D

Francis

Dahil madaming na-"sad" sa Foreigner hence I decided to share na rin this story. 

As you already know I used to frequent mIRC during my early 20's plus I have no qualms meeting new people. Why? I dunno. Sometimes it's the initial flirtation that leads to excitement especially habang papalapit na yung EB day. Another (and medyo weird ito) is I like finding ways of exploring "new" places. Napakadali kong ka-meet kse usually hindi sa lugar ko but typically where the guy is. Gusto ko rin kasi then I was at the stage of continuosly expanding my circle of friends so the more people I meet, the more fun parties then were. And of course, a little percentage is if the guy I was going to meet is a catch e di wow, a huge bonus for me, right? 

So a typical early evening for me and my friends (who also chat religiously then) especially on a lazy Saturday would be to scour Undernet in our favorite channels: #alabang, #admu, #ateneo, #dlsu, #up, #edad25up, #filipino to name a few. I always get "lucky" sa #Alabang. Remember the model with the battery? Dito ko rin yata sya nakilala e plus another one who used to visit me after attending rave parties and bring me munchies and we would just talk and talk until mawala tama nya. I wasn't as 'brave' then so this after party guy didn't get any advances from me. Sayang. I think I was also cautious too coz medyo kasama cya sa close circle my Dad and his grandfather are both part of. Mahirap na 

Anyhoo, that night, my bestie (who's also from the South) and I were just YM-ing waiting for someone to meet. lol. Boring pag kami lang. Taga-South kami but our favorite bar then was El Pueblo in Ortigas to the point na kilala na kami dun at pag puno na suddenly there'll be a table for us. Sadly, some of the waiters thought we were playing with the guys kse nga they would see us with various guy and girl friends. Insert Eve's song (Got What You Need)LOL. So medyo "matumal" that night until I see his nick. Yelong lalaki ang literal na translation (miss neville, sana tama ;p) so I bravely PM'd him. 

   me: Hi there! How's your Saturday doing? 

     F: A bit slow. I'm baby-sitting. (my heart sank. f#&k, may anak)

  me: Aww, your kids? (I HAD to know ;p)

    F: My older sister's

  me: Oh. (yes, single!) Am I distracting you from your baby-sitting chores then?

    F: No it's okay. You're such a welcome and refreshing distraction :-) 

  me: (aba, he's doing MY moves on me!) Is that so? *winks*

  

Let's call him, as you already know, "Francis." Unfortunately, Francis and I did not meet that night. We did however continue our conversation over the phone and SMS. Syempre, career mode na ako coz after swapping Friendster (yes, may FS pa noon) and My Space info. I thought, syet jackpot na naman. lol. He's a swimmer so panalo ang katawan and he's tall enough (5'10) plus he is smart. I thought to myself: ano kaya catch... Hmm..There must be. No one can be this cool. 

That same week, Francis and I both agreed to meet after work. We both work in Makati and both decided to meet at a Starbucks place within Chino Roces area. I was very nervous coz I really want him to like me kasi nga pogi e. Yes, I was that shallow then. No judgement. Yung iba nga dito until now shallow pa din e. hahaha. I hate coming in late atsaka strategy ko rin yun para maka-pwesto discreetly although di ko naman plano i-one way ito. It was also my way of 'preparing' myself which I don't really like since I am just an eyeliner and lip gloss type of woman. Konting suklay then good to go na ako hehehe. Baduy ba? Pero that day, konting face powder and special perfume (yung may gayuma! hahaha joke). 

Meeting time was at 6pm. Medyo dumarami na rin ang tao nun sa lugar so I thought buti na lang dumating ako nang maaga and got a nice enough spot. So gaya ng dati kong style, basa-basa muna pero not fashion magazines kse a cool girl dapat may subscription na nun (haha) so I was reading a newspaper para kunwari smart ang peg lol. Yes, mababaw talaga ako but I don't f#&king care what you think hahaha. Peace 

Then pumasok cya. Syet. Ang tikas ng tayo nya. Naka-office look na hindi barong ha (you know what I mean ). Naka-shades pa. (Naisip ko wala ng araw pero sige ignore na lang yung thought na yun hahaha). Yes, yummy-looking si Francis. And I thought siya na si forever ko.  Our eyes met and I got wet. Syempre hindi pa pero slight yata meron hahaha. 

He went to where I was and said hello. I stood up and he extended his hand, "Francis". I said, "Saint". Saint Francis lang ang peg namin. hahaha. Of course I said my name. His hand was firm yet soft. I was thinking, there must be something wrong --- I cannot be infatuated with a perfect man! He placed his bag on the seat and asked if there's anything else I wanted. Sabi ko, nope I'm good. Pero I wanted to scream, "you! I want you now!" Pero syempre hindi ko sinabi. So bumalik cya and then we talked about common things we've chatted about pero in detail na: the South, where he graduated from, his course, my course, my school, his work, my work, family, to name a few.INTERESTINGLY, no mention of any girlfriend. This guy cannot be single, I thought. It just does not happen. 

So I started talking about that topic. I asked him if it's okay to ask some personal questions. He looked at me, smiled, and replied, "of course." I swear para akong naihi sa tingin nya! So I asked the gf question and he said, medyo cool off sila. Syempre hindi ako naniwala. Susme naman, ano ako 15?! LOL. So I just pretended to understand and act sympathetic pero in my mind I was like, "yun ang wrong sa kanya!" After the coffee, he said sabay na tayo uwi. Sabi ko, cge. Coding ako that day so commute kami. Buti na lang marunong cya hahaha. Anyhoo, tabi kami sa bus at HH na rin kme. So kinilig naman ako. By the way, he smokes so medyo manilaw yung ngipin nya. Naalala ko lang just now so yun lang yung medyo di ko gusto. So we finally reached our destination and had dinner then parted ways. Parang BFE na rin that night. He even asked when kami ulit magkikita. So I said maybe this weekend? He said okay. Aside from HH, isang quick peck sa cheek lang ang meron so nung time na yun I thought wow pang-BF material yata ito then I remembered yung "cool off" story so I reminded myself not to be so trusting.

That Saturday nagkita kme sa ATC. He came from Laguna where his parents live. That day, pareho kaming may dalang kotse. Mine had the manyak tint, of course.  MyEX bf was also from the South and I know that he brings his kid to ATC every Saturday so I told Francis if pwede sa kotse na lang muna kami mag-usap or we go somewhere else. He said, cge. Since my car was the more heavily tinted one, yun ang dinala namin and he drove, of course. We went to the 'other bigger mall' near ATC. He drove with such ease and familiarity of where to park that made me think na sanay na ito. He went down and asked if I wanted something to eat; sabi ko cge grab anything lang and a drink please. So sabi nya, okay. I then looked at my car and tried to "clean" the back area. I also made sure I smell fresher. I even went as far as to check if I wore nice undies that day. And I did.  

So bumalik cya bearing food. Yay. We listened to music and then started eating. He asked me how the rest of my week was although he already knew naman kasi after the 1st meeting e nagte-txt at nag-uusap pa rin kme. He remained a gentleman all those time but I needed to check and test whether this will lead into something romantic or sexy time lang. 

Nag-usap na kme about crazy things we have done in the past. Syempre that was not limited to wholesome things. So he said that nung college sya he had his first of threesome: kambal pa yung girls. Teammates nya sa swim team. OMG. Kaloka ang story nya at syempre nainggit ako and thought I'll do that soon (but of course ibang story yun). Nung time na yun wala pa naman ako masyadong experience so sabi ko pretty much did it with guys I had relationships with. Tapos tumingin cya sa akin. Tapos na kaming kumain nito and pretty much placed our trash sa likod to dispose later. 

He then held my hand and started tracing my fingers. He said, "you have such a smaller than the usual hand 'no?" I nodded quietly, enjoying his warm touch on my hand and trying not to look affected but deep inside I already was. Then his other hand touched my face and just as I dreamed of, we kissed. 

*sparks* *boom* *fireworks* hahaha 

May spark. syet. Nung una, soft kisses until slowly lumalalim at mas nagiging urgent ang mga halik nya. Yung dila nya was expertly teasing mine. His tongue was sweet but with a tinge of salt coz of the fries he had earlier. Nonetheless, sarap. Ang sarap nya halikan. We continued kissing until we both had to stop and breathe. I uttered, "wow." And he said, masarap ba? Tumango at ngumiti lang ako. Then before I knew it, we were kissing again --- this time he was more urgent and a bit more forceful. Rougher than before but I kind of like it. Then naramdaman ko na parang iba na yung hawak nung isa nyang kamay and I had to stop it. He then stopped and said, "sorry". Sabi ko, I just haven't done this before. syempre I have pero not in that mall  so gusto ko lang din i-compose yung sarili ko, stall time, and get confirmation from whether it is a safe place and we won't be caught or what. He said, yes it is safe. I have done it before. Ooopps huli ka balbon, I thought. hahaha. 

So nag-kiss ulit kami at heavy petting which left both of us bitin. 

Pero I thought okay lang yan at least na-kiss ko cya. We then went back to ATC and he got off and we said goodbye. 

I dunno what I am getting myself into but it was clearly not the true relationship I hoped for...

To be honest, clueless na ako sa status namin ni Francis pero I think it was pretty clear na 1) cool off pa rin sila ni gf nya so pwedeng maging sila pa rin ulit soon; 2) he likes me pero not the way I like him; 3) may gusto cyang mangyari sa amin but he can't verbalize it.

After the parking incident, medyo lay low muna ako sa pag-reply kay Francis. During this time, baguhan pa lamang ako sa mga laru-laro e. Although aware ako sa mga pangyayari na one night stands at f#&k buddies e a part of me was still secretly hoping that he likes me --- really likes me. 

Francis called me and asked me why I have not been responding to his messaged. I told him naging busy lang ako maski hindi. I just cannot tell him that I have to stay away from him coz what he wants seems to be different from what I want. But he sensed it. He asked me if we'd like to meet over coffee the following day, after work ulit. So I said, okay. 

I called my best friend and told her that we're meeting the following day. 

The following day, I took extra care to make sure I wear something nicer than the usual. Even my office mates noticed but I just told them I had an interview in another job after. 

Francis came in earlier than the last time although nauna pa rin ako. When I saw him, napa-buntong hininga na naman ako sa ka-guapohan nya. He asked me which beverage I was having and bought our drinks. So small talk ulit about work and non-essentials. 

Then he finally spoke. He said, "ano ba sa tingin mo meron tayo" to which my only reply was me blushing profusely, I bet.  I told him wala but I had to say that I was hoping there can be more. And that's when it slowly and gradually went downhill, at least from my perspective. Sabi nya, "I like you but I..." hindi ko na pinakinggan yung mga iba nyang sinabi kasi parang maiiyak na ako. I like you but... blah blah blah. Bits of what I heard was coz he was still hopeful magre-recon sila ni gf etc. I politely and hurriedly told him I had to leave. I thanked him for coffee, went to the parking, and drove away. 

That was the last time I'd see Francis. 

Or so I thought...

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Lahat naman siguro tayo dumaan na sa masakit at masaklap na phase ng buhay like rejection. Sakit di ba? Di naman ako naglaslas `no pero nag-senti mode ako for 3 days. I was that naïve thinking that our kiss sa parking lot actually meant something. Haha. You have to admit some of you can relate, well, at least yung ibang women, or perhaps even men. 

After that Francis incident e I chose not to go online in mIRC for a few weeks. Susme ang bruha (that's me) talagang affected. Ang lalaki? Deadma. Syempre nung nauntog na ako ay natatawa na lang ako when I think of it but then it was a big deal for me. I'm sure some can very much relate to it. 

I thought long and hard what was it about Francis that seemed to have me fascinated and curious. It probably was because I think there was something there. Obviously, nothing but my naive, younger self failed to see that. 

When I seemed okay na, I finally replied to Francis' message in YM. He seemed nice and sincere naman in asking how I have been. Then it dawned on me that while I was sulking and moping coz of "broken heart" e parang wala naman sa kanya. In short, deadma lang cya. That's when I thought that why would I waste my time over someone who doesn't care. Parang doon na rin ako nagsimula magkaroon ng Pinai 2.0. I thought to myself: no need to waste my time over someone who clearly doesn't give a damn. If you can't beat them, join them. 

So pag tuwing malambing cya e ako din. Kunwari totoo na sweet ako etc. I think he fell for it coz he invited me to meet with him. 

I thought to myself, "aba, dapat pala ganito ginawa ko dati pa". 

We met on Dec 30. For some weird reason, naalala ko pa yung day coz I had to do errands in the morning for my folks. I did not bring a car that day. I took a relatively long commute and waited for him at Festival Mall. I have never been to that mall para lumibot. Now that I think of it, medyo weird. Anyway, we agreed to meet around 2pm. I was there early, 1:45pm so syempre washroom check muna: nakalugay na hair (mabango but not tipong that day lang gumamit ng shampoo ), check; 'cute' and casual porma (tipong umeffort but not too much at mag-feeling cya), check; hint of perfume but not to the point na parang hypnotizing, check; newly-shaved_____ bigote (hahaha jk), check. So I confidently stepped out of the washroom and proceeded to our meeting place. 

Then I saw him. Medyo may kilig pero I had to remind myself not to let him see nor feel anything. Cool lang dapat; parang wala lang. Konting kilig lang naman use yummy pa in cya: walking towards me with his sweet smile and yummy body, oblivious of the looks from other women. Then just like that, I thought to myself, if he cannot be my special someone then I might as well make sure I get as much of him as I can, when I can. He made beso to me. I smelled a hint of sporty musky perfume --- lalaking-lalaki na naman. Sa isip ko, "damn, this guy wants to f#&k and be f#&ked." He asked, "kumain ka na?" Sabi ko, "had breakfast" then he just nodded then replied, "sige, let's just eat inside." There were no questions asked. It was as if he knew in his mind what was to happen without asking me. And the funny thing is, I wanted it too. I just did not say it. 

We went outside the mall and walked towards the jeepney terminal. He was holding my hand so ako naman medyo may kilig but I know better than to show it. So parang casual at usual lang pero deep inside medyo may slight kiligers. 

Then we crossed to the other side. Those people from the South already know what I'm talking about. It was starting then as one of the "alternative" chain for short time stay. So go na kami dun sa place na yun. I'm sure you saw what I did there  It was my first time to do walk in and it was very embarrassing. Guys reading this, PLEASE parang awa nyo na, DO NOT DO it! hahaha

So thankfully, we didn't have to wait too long. It didn't help that the receptionist seemed to have the hots for Francis. Not that I blame her pero I gave her a stare long enough to make her glance the other way. Kunwari bf ko  na lang si Francis lang peg ko nun. I wouldn't mind after all especially since I had the hots for him before. So off we went. In fairness, his hand was still clutching mine. 

Then finally nasa room na kami. It's a little bit more than I expected. It was clean and a bit bigger than what I had in mind. The mirror (which seemed to be a staple in places like these) was just on the side. I inwardly smiled. I then went to the bathroom and it looked and smelled clean. But na lang I almost bring toiletry coz you never know with these places. I then peed and stepped out. Francis looked up (he was sitting at the side of the bed and getting undressed) and smiled at me. As soon as he was only wearing his boyleg undies (pang-model talaga itong mokong na ito; ang TO lang sa kanya ay yung ngipin nya), he stood up then hugged and kissed me. 

His kiss was dry at first. His lips were dry maybe coz of too much of him smoking? I wouldn't know actually. Then I slightly and maybe consciously (or not) quickly licked my lips then his. I slowly teased his tongue by inserting a portion of my tongue inside his. He immediately responded by allowing my tongue entry inside. Hmm, I'm in. I can taste more of him and so far I like what I was tasting. Palalim nang palalim lang halikan namin. I can feel his hands slowly moving towards my breasts. He then paused and swiftly took my top off. I didn't even fight it off. I felt his hands cup my breasts. His left thumb was leisurely playing with my right nipple. I felt it get hard. He did the same with his right thumb to my left nips. Auto-effect naman ang making body parts... Susme, di man lang nag-control. LOL. Then he slowly guided me to sit at the side of the bed. He took off his undies and then sat beside me. He then propped himself to the bed and signalled me to stay beside him. Para akong robot at sumunod na lang. Then we continued where we left off. We kissed and kissed while his fingers expertly played with my breasts. Then his other hand decided to explore something else. He then asked me to take off my jeans to which I obliged. I then felt his fingers "searching" for my v. It was already starting to get wet and got wetter when he inserted one of his fingers inside. It got wetter again we simultaneously played with my clit with another (or was it two) finger/s while the other one goes in and out of me. And he was still kissing me! Ang lalaki nga naman oo -- pag horny, any form of multi-tasking seems possible. 

Everything that came next was a blur. He removed my undies, making us both naked. Dimmed the lights. And then went on top of me. We changed positions as if I was the then-popular Jenna Jameson and him the porn Italian stud (forgot his name). We went from missionary to WOT to me doing GoodSPREAD then finishing with Doggy --- all in our first round. We were both spent and I was scared that the condom was broken after all the position-changing. The second round was spent all in the bathroom and he came all over my tits. 

We then cleaned and lathered ourselves up and went back to the bedroom. We then fell asleep. I was snoozing off when I felt uneasy at my v area. I sleepily glanced down and was not surprised to see Francis eating me. He was licking and nibbling on my pussy. Ang sarap. I just closed my eyes and let the sensation overcome me. Then he stopped and I hear him open the condom pack again and before I can move, he is inside me again. He was pumping me  with such gusto I can see it in his face. And it turned me on so somehow I slowly positioned myself na magkaharap kami and we continued pleasing each other. I then asked him to lie on the bed and I then did reverse cowgirl on him and I felt him relax and just let me be in control. I was so engrossed on finding the right pace of me pumping him that I wasn't too aware of how it was affecting him. As I was about to cum, I heard him moan my name and I felt him breathe raggedly. Nag-cum na cya and I followed...

*** Francis and I did the deed for about three more times after this day. He made it very clear that it was not a relationship so ako chill lang. Right about the same time I was seeing him, a friend who was into photography before introduced me to a friend of hers. He and I were dating as I was seeing Francis on a not-so-regular basis. I didn't see anything wrong with that coz hindi nga kami "serious" di ba. What ended Francis and I's thing however was when he checked my phone (remember the Motorola Razr Pink phone --- so cute!) and saw my video giving head to a guy --- not him. I just looked at him and said, "di ba we are not serious?!" got dressed and left him at theMOTEL. 

★ Piper ★

the Foreigner

Anyone who has been following this difficult attempt of mine to try to tell my experiences (not ALL sexual, ok?!)might have read how I started 'meeting' someone through the phone and another one through mIRC who eventually let me feel his battery. I also shared my naivety thinking that a crucifix kiss can get me pregnant. And how I messed with the "drayber" :| And of course, most recently, E-boy. 

This time, I will be sharing as the title directly states my experience with a foreigner. For the record, I have no specific preference whatsoever on guys I date aside from them being tall. Ewan ko ba bakit pero a tall guy really gets my attention. 

Anyhoo, one mIRC night, as I was chatting in #alabang, someone messaged me. My nick then I cannot recall but it must be catchy enough sans the jejemon characters. 

Call it weird pero I usually ignore people who send me PM with such boring lines. The way I see it is if simple lines dun e not creative na e di what more in other venues like phone etc. Of course, it might not always be true but then it would be my loss not his. 

So one night, someone PM'd me. Sorry but I cannot recall his nick but it sounded Amboy-ish. That alone caught my attention plus his opening lines. Definitely not the usual, "ctc?" or "asl?". 

My next question surprised him: "How tall are you?" 

His response surprised me in return: "6'5" 

I was like, "t#ang%na, ito na ang future hubby ko!" hahaha ganun talaga ako ka-advance mag-isip nun e. bakit ba hahaha. 

By the way, during this time, wala pang DSL so I pretty much relied on our Blast Internet card na during that time ay "mabilis" na; yun pala may ibibilis pa hehehe. In case, ma-DC ako e I decided to ask for his digits. And to my delight at bago ko pa i-press ang Enter ay hiningi nya na yung sa akin. Pero dahil siguristang kokak ako ay sa YM muna ang binigay ko. 

We chatted in YM for about 2 more hours and then we gave each other's digits. Wala pa ring mga unli-unli stuff noon so we would only exchanged messages. The following day, he asked for my home phone number. I know sa panahon ngayon e parang no-no ito pero that time, there were no warning signs or anything like that. We spoke on the phone for 12 hours. Ihi and drinks lang pahinga. Pucha. Naloka na ang Lola ko kasi nakabalik na siya at lahat mula sa labas e nasa phone pa rin ako. Di kami naubusan nang mapag-uusapan. At syempre, bawat araw ay papogi nang papogi ang dating nya sa akin. He loves basketball, likes my fave player then (TMac), watches the same shows I do, etc. I also found out that he is in med school. I thought to myself, interesting. 

So yun, usap kami sa phone if I'm not online o kaya he'll text or YM me. Basta bottom line ay madalas kaming nagko-communicate sa isa't isa. 

One of the weird things about me is that I never ask for a picture. Even here in MTC, IF may ma-encounter man akong guy na type na type ko talaga (so far, wala pa naman) e I never ask for a picture. As in nothing. Iba syempre if they blatantly send it to you or yung makikita mo by accident...

So usap galore kami for like a week na talagang parang jowa levels na. I remember ito yung panahon na namatay si Pope John Paul II kasi minsan nauulit na yung pinapalabas pero magkausap pa rin kami. It was also about this time that I wondered bakit parang hindi siya "atat" makita ako. Parang mas ako pa yung may gusto na makita siya. Pero dahil I don't to lay out everything, parang chill lang ako na hindi interesado pero deep inside, I was. 

Dahil clueless si Lola Pinai, go pa rin ang usap at chika. Sa tagal namin magkausap sa phone, some people may assume na baka may SOP na kasama na yun pero waley ALTHOUGH we did talk about anything and everything and of course, sex was one of them. During this time, single ang peg ko so anyone I meet was far more interesting than my very troubled ex. It didn't also enter my mind na baka ibang lahi sya maski na 100% English usap namin. I thought baka half-half or something.

One night, sabi ko, "hey E (his real name starts with E), when are we gonna hang out, like real hang out?" He said, "I was waiting for you to say that." I replied, "I have been waiting for YOU to say that!" Then we both ended up laughing. Interestingly, we didn't talk about when we will see each other. 

The following day, he was the one who opened the topic. He said his best friend's girlfriend has already been admitted to the hospital and will give birth anytime that day or early the following morning. He said, "would you be able to be in that area later?" That area was Manila city area. I wasn't really familiar with that area but my curiosity won me over so I easily said, "sure, no problem." So we said, 8pm Starbucks entrance or if it's full then perhaps McDo. I was about to ask what he'll be reading. He read my mind. He sai, "I'll be wearing a basketball jersey, jeans, and boots." I immediately thought, "hip hop hurray" ang peg. I simply said, "okay." 

Reminder sa lahat ng nagbabasa nito at hindi inumpisahan, I have NO idea what or how he looks like. Height lang nya ang alam ko. 

Fast forward to around 5pm that day, aligaga na ako. I was supposed to be driven by someone (not THIS driver!) but there were some last minute changes so I said, "no hassle just drop me off to an LRT station (the oldest one) then I'll get a cab or jeepney when I get to the area." 

Di ako mahilig maglagay ng kolorete sa face. Those who know me know that I pretty much put eyeliner, dab compact powder a bit, then lipgloss. Konting suklay then pabango. So hinatid na ako sa nearest station then I got to UN station. Since hindi ko alam yung hospital, nagtanong na muna ako and they said walking distance yung place. I also confirmed if it's near Starbucks and McDo and he said yes. I messaged him that I am almost there. In about 5 minutes, I was in Starbucks and went straight to the bathroom for what other girls would commonly refer to as re-touch.  Then I ordered my drinks, read a book, and waited. 

I usually try to "blend in" before para di naman obvious na EB. So I usually have a book or get a magazine from the rack or something --- basta anything that would make me look as if I have a 'date'. I would typically also not sit near the door. Saktong area lang na makaka-glance ako sa papasok na tao without being too obvious. 

I messaged him that I was already there and running low on batt (another strategy then). No reply. 

And that's when I saw it este him. 

Ang laki nya. E 6'5 ba naman e. But not just that. He is black. So before some of you might think I am racist, I am not. I am or I was just plain scared. He didn't see me coz he went straight to order so what I did was slowly stand up then left the place...

So I left. 

In simple terms and for the first time ever, nang-one way ako. Halo-halo yung naramdaman ko nun. I felt betrayed pero wala din naman cyang sinabi na hindi totoo; maybe error by omission lang. But still, wala man lang pahaging. Di ako prepared. hahaha. I felt so mean that I can do this to him --- who was anything but mean to me. I thought he didn't deserve it at hindi naman ako pinalaki ng parents ko to be like that. To be honest, akala ko ala-Sean Chambers ang hitsure o kaya Donald Faison hahaha. Oh well. 

In fairness, malakas ang dating nya. As in. If I were in the States, wouldn't have been an issue pero yung may sayad kong utak e iba ang inisip that night. I didn't open my phone until I got home and his barrage of messages started coming in. He was disappointed and felt cheated; ultimately, I know he was hurt. One text even hinted that I might have gotten scared. 

I then presented a white lie to him. I told him I had an emergency thing and was so running low on battery I decided to switch off my phone. Basta ganun. To me, it sounded like a classic lie but you know what they say, the more often you say something (especially a lie), it eventually sounds like the truth already. I never admitted to him what really happened. Since gusto ko naman talaga cya kausap (at para hindi obvious na nakita ko nga sya) e tuloy pa rin kami nag-uusap at nagte-text. Parang wala lang. Then naisip ko that I really like him; he's growing on me. 

So finally, I told him. Let's meet but this time I asked him to name the place since it was my fault the previous meeting didn't push through. Like what I said, the lie pag paulit-ulit parang totoo na. So he said, I am quite busy with school but you can come here sa  apartment if you like. I said, sure. Kamusta naman ang layo. I live sa South tapos he lives near Monumento. Ang saya di ba? Pero sabi ko, sige na nga. What's the worst thing he can possibly do. I wanted to bring my guy best friend para lang may ka-sub mag-drive pero ayaw ni Foreigner. So akin na nga lang. I thought to myself: sige na nga para quits kami. 

So around 9:30 pm, I arrived at their area. Medyo katakot yung paloob ah kaya todo lock yung kotse. hahaha. Praning lang. And I told him "abangan" nya na ako coz I don't see myself asking anyone in that area. I didn't tell him na nung bata ako the "crimes" that I would read about e usually from Caloocan. Let's just stay those stories scared the s@%t out of me kaya naaalala ko pa rin. He described the gate of his apartment compound and I drove past it, made a U-turn, parked, and shut off the engine. 

Then lumabas yung damit nya este cya. Ang mean mo... I can see you laughing. Yes you, MTC reader :-) hahaha

Then syempre, I came up with my most gulat and I-have-not-seen-you-yet-ever!-face. Then I smiled. He extended his hand to formally introduce himself (which I liked by the way). May manners and he politely asked if I'd like to come in. I politely declined coz I told him I won't be staying that long since it was a long drive. He apologized profusely and I said, "it's okay." Then chikahan na kami like we would do on the phone. No pretentions. Nothing. No holds-barred. Masaya. Relaxed. Aliw. 

Pag naiisip ko yung usapan namin, wala akong negative na maalala. I thought to myself: he is really a genuinely nice guy. As in. After almost an hour of hanging out, I said goodbye and we then gave each other a hug. At another plus point, waley amoy. He again shook my tiny hands (compared to his, of course) and waved goodbye. His plus points for that night were for not getting in his apartment's compound until I am really 'far' and for making sure he kept me 'company' on my drive back home. 

Over the next week, we would continue messaging each other and call. At mas naging comfortable kami sa isa't isa --- parang kami na nga na hindi. Alam nyo na yun db? 

One Tuesday afternoon, he messaged me if I was free. Sabi ko, "yes." He asked me where I was. Sakto, I was in QC. He asked if gusto ko magkita sa SM North (or West, to some); sabi ko wag na. Not because I am ashamed to be with him pero ayoko lang may makakita na kakilala ko and I wouldn't know what to say. So sabi ko, punta na lang ako sa apartment nya. Sabi nya, okay I'll just prepare food. 

So yun, I went to his place. Gaya ng naisip ko, it seems like a compound with different apartments  inside. Mga apat. His was the last one and his landlady's was the first and I can feel na may nakasilip when we passed. Deadma lang since hindi naman nila ako kilala. 

Pag pasok namin sa apartment nya, first thing I noticed was malinis. For a guy, too clean. At least that's good but it was too bare sa baba. He said, most of his stuff ay nasa taas. He asked where I prefer to eat: sa room nya or sa baba. Sabi ko maski saan. He said, "if you're okay with it, I'd suggest taas coz the A/C is there and pretty much everything else cozy." So I said, okay. Besides, in spite of his size, he didn't look scary. Very remote from my initial impression of him. 

So we ate the food he had delivered. Ang dami. Then hang out pa rin ang peg namin. He had his computer on with his two monitors. I guess the other one had tuner or something since that's where he watched his cable. So yun lang naman. I told him if I can lie on his bed. Innocent question coz the food made me really sleepy and sabi nya okay naman. So I let him do his thing on his computer and ako chill lang until nakatulog ako...

Pag gising ko, he was still on his PC and I told him I'd leave in a bit since I will be hitching a ride sa friend ko since coding ako that day. That's when he completely stopped what he was doing and looked at me. He said come here so ako naman lumapit. Then he said sit. I looked around and was about to sit on the adjacent bean bag when I heard his voice, "on my lap." 

...Naisip ko: Tama ba ang narinig ko? "on his lap" Slowly, I tilted my head up to look at him kasi maski nakaupo cya e medyo slightly lower yung bed nya. He wasn't kidding. Didn't look like he was. In fact, he said those words matter-of-factly. Napalunok na talaga ako. 

I said, "hindi mo ako kaya." He said, "try me." I normally would have a quick retort on stuff like that but this guy seemed to be exhausting all my witty remarks. So I slowly and hesitantly stood up from his bed. Then as soon as he saw me na nakatayo, he adjusted his seat to accommodate me on his lap. I shifted awkwardly and he whispered, "just relax." And I did. For a good ten minutes, the mid-20's woman that I am seemed like a baby in this huge guy's presence. 

After what seemed like forever (pero mga 10 minutes nga lang), we stood up. At syempre, ang tangkad nya talaga. Wala pa yta ako sa dibdib nya. Or barely there. Tapos kinuha nya yung kamay ko and pinisil nang unti. I dunno what that meant but it felt reassuring and in spite of his huge hand (compared to mine), it felt oddly, gentle. Then he just held on to my hand. Tapos punta kme sa may bed. I was thinking, f#&k f#&kity f#&k...kaya ko ba itong pinapasok ko? 

Then we sat on his bed. Pinasandal nya ako sa kanya. Parang kama na rin sya coz in fairness borta-ness ang peg and more. Then he watched TV na ganun lang. So since wala naman akong prob na nakasandal sa kanya e di in-enjoy ko na rin. In fairness sa kanya, we just continued to be like that and he didn't make any other move. And I have this weird thing that I don't normally make the "first" move hahaha. 

Then suddenly I felt his breathe at the nape of my neck. Then he touched my face. And slowly, alam ko malapit na. I was thinking, "brace yourself..." Tapos I felt his hand on my cheek. Then his thumb was caressing my cheek hanggang slowly napalapit na yung thumb nya sa lips ko. I closed my eyes and braced myself. 

At naramdaman ko ang lips nya on mine. There was a certain sense of urgency but not forceful. More like excited, I think. Patuloy nya akong hinalikan at slowly e nag-respond na rin ako. That was a new experience for me. I dated a foreigner nung nasa Tate kme pero first time ko na itim. Aside from his physical looks, wala din naman talagang iba. OA lang din ako thinking na meron. So, we kissed and kissed and kissed. 

Hanggang sa napahiga na ako nang tuluyan. Medyo hirap cya to position himself on top of me while we were kissing so parang awkward ang hitsura nya but he never complained (aba dapat lang!) hahaha. Then he slowly unbuttoned my blouse. Before I can protest (pakipot protest nang unti ), nabuksan na nya ito. Exposed na yung bra ko and I thought to myself buti na lang I wore a really sexy-looking one that day. hahaha. His right hand then went to my right breast; his thumb gently scraping the tip of nipple. Para akong na-kuryente. And I shuddered involuntarily. Suddenly his mouth was on my nipple. Sucking...nibbling...teasing...He made sure that my left nipple had the same experience and agad-agad dun nya tinungo ang kanyang atensyon. While it happened, his thumb continue to make sure that my nipples were 'taken care of'. 

I was never the receiver type only so I made sure that I change position in this case. I looked at him and he knew what I wanted so he shifted his weight and position so that he was now lying on his back. I then slowly removed his trousers. Finally, I heard his voice again. "are you sure?" 

I just looked at him and smiled but quietly I was thinking ("what the hell have I gotten myself into..."). But nandun na ako so binaba ko na rin yung boxers nya. 

And inwardly, I quietly gasped. It was clearly just at its semi-hard state yet pero ang laki na nya: ang taba, ang haba, at ang itim. Thankfully, no amoy. At ang kulay naman ay pantay with the rest of his body. Not so much hair too. Or baka di ko lang nahalata...  

Anyway, I started doing what I like. Pumosisyon ako sa ibabaw nya and tried to took control. I kissed him --- this time with more gusto. He seemed to like it that I was taking control. Then slowly, I made small kisses pababa ng face nya. Lingered a bit sa leeg nya. He smelled really good. Then made small kisses sa dibdib nya which he more than willing to accommodate me kasi he took off his shirt. Loved kissing his chest area too. Yum...

Anyway, I started doing what I like. Pumosisyon ako sa ibabaw nya and tried to took control. I kissed him --- this time with more gusto. He seemed to like it that I was taking control. Then slowly, I made small kisses pababa ng face nya. Lingered a bit sa leeg nya. He smelled really good. Then made small kisses sa dibdib nya which he more than willing to accommodate me kasi he took off his shirt. Loved kissing his chest area too. Yum...

So I continued to make small kisses. He is athletic and plays basketball so he has muscles at all the right places. Muscular but not borta, which I like. Hinalikan ko pa rin cya sa chest nya which I thought he liked coz his eyes were closed and he seemed to be very relaxed. Sarap nyang halikan; his smell was very manly and musky.

Then I heard him moan. But I am not done yet. My hand moved towards his getting-hard manhood . Slowly, hinimas-himas ko ito. Grabe. Ang laki nya at semi-hard pa ito ah. Some of you prolly heard of the saying, "once you go black, there's no turning back"; it might be true for some but for me nope. I'll tell you later. So nararamdaman ko ang patuloy na pagtigas nya sa aking paghimas. He then looked at me and asked me to move nearer sa kanya. And I did. Pag lapit ko, he 'tried' to reciprocate by touching me. His pathetic attempt was noted but it was forgettable and probably the worst finger-playing I ever had. Anyway, I then moved toward his already hard member and kissed its head. Susme, ang laki talaga. Pero I am not one who would back out on things hence I proceeded and try to suck it. Slowly. I took my time coz I think mabubulunan ako. I seemed to be doing a great job after a few minutes coz I felt him look at me with fascination. I gave him a puzzled look and he said, "you're good..." And I gave him a smile that meant him "hindi naman masyado..." pero deep inside I was thinking f#&k, I'm gonna die with your tool! hahaha.


Thankfully after a few more minutes of me sucking, licking, and nibbling on his tool, he seemed ready.


He held my hand and guided me to lay on my back. Not too long after, I sensed his entire huge and intimidating presence over me. Napapikit ako. I am thinking if I would still be able to walk after this. At dahil nga wala yata cyang concept on "preparing the girl" e before I knew it, he was inside me. Honestly, napasigaw ako. Ang sakit. Para akong virgin ulit. In fact, it was even worse than that. Ang sakit.  I thought the pain would end there but then I felt him moving. It had to be the most awkward position ever; not to mention the most painful for me. Thankfully and after what seemed forever, it was over. I don't really care anymore that I didn't come.


After that night, he made me stay overnight (which I did) only because medyo hirap akong maglakad at mag-drive hahaha. He did try to make up with kisses and hugs but in my own experience, that black dude just had a big tool but does not even know how to use it...


Finally, the end :|

★ Piper ★

E-boy

Long before the time of Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram, there were Friendster and MySpace. During those times however, I was more enamored by MySpace, partly because the chance of meeting men from overseas seemed more appealing to me. I wanted to be more confident in speaking and I feel like we have something more in common having lived in the US before.

Information privacy wasn’t too much of a big deal then. People my age (during that time, I was in my early 20’s) were doing the crossover from Friendster to MySpace. It was here I met “E-boy”. (not the E-boy who joined Biggest Loser Philippine edition).

E-boy’s profile picture was already someone you’d easily take a liking to. He sports a “skinhead” style and has this seemingly bad boy “masungit” look that makes knowing him a challenge to me. But I clicked on the button to send him a message and strike a conversation. Thankfully, he replied. I later found out that E-boy is studying in Benilde and 2 years younger than me. He seems very nice and approachable not like some asses I met before from the school near CSB . Excuse me lang po for alumni of that school but most of the a-holes I met came from that university.

He’s about to finish school that year. He got delayed in school; I think mainly by his grades brought about by too much partying. During this time and if you’re a raver, you’d know that Big Fish parties and other foreign DJ parties were quite popular too. It was only this time that he shared with me some information about himself. He was into “E” (hence the name E-boy), which according to him makes him enjoy the “raves” too. Like what I said in a previous post, I have never been the type who’d been termed a “bad girl”, at least not in my book. Since E-boy was a pretty interesting fellow apart from his drug use, I still communicated with him. He’d call me on my mobile every so often and has asked that we meet. During this time however, I was busy with my Masters and another guy I was not exclusively dating. Buti na lang, E-boy was cool about it. One time, he called me and said he was in a gasoline station very near where I live and he was hoping if I could meet him. At the back of my mind, I was like thinking, “mautak…” He was messaging me earlier and the then gullible me was like responding not thinking that he’ll probably drive over to where I am. (He has always been lazy in driving to far places so I never thought he’d really drive that distance.)

Going back, I had no choice and replied to him, “would you like me to go there?” to which he responded, “of course.”

So syempre, medyo ume-effort ang Pinai. Naligo din hahaha. You guys know this. Sometimes when you know you aren’t going anywhere, you don’t really shower until the time you go back to bed and sleep.  Okay fine, sige na nga, ako lang. hahaha. I was looking at my closet and chose something that would look casual (for me to be wearing at home) but cute enough for me to be seen in outside. For the women, alam nyo na ito At syempre, pabango ever. I was never been the make-up type of girl so I just stuck with my eyeliner and gloss touch up. Then I drove to the gasoline station. I asked him his car model or plate number. I then gave him my car deets. The gasoline place was a big one and it was a pretty common place for people meeting. As soon as I maneuvered the car towards the nearest parking slot, I already saw his heavily tinted car. It was clearly modified and I remember thinking how many girls he might have given a “ride”  I parked maybe a good four or five cars away then did a last minute check on my supposedly doesn’t-really-care-pero-dapat-may-dating look. Satisfied, I then opened the door and was about to approach his car when I saw him --- walking towards me.

2004 I think was my lucky year because I met good-looking guys that year, E-boy included. Pogi. Not as tall as I would have liked but not too short either. Fair-skinned; clearly his picture was probably taken after swimming or something because he isn’t dark --- at all. His walk was purposeful, deliberate, confident but not cocky. Then he hugged me. Ang bango! I thought to myself, pabango pa lang champion na! After the hug, I did a stupid, anti-climactic move: I shook hands with him. Lame ano? Oh heck, that’s me 10 years ago. Lame lame lame. Hahaha.

We then went to the gasoline station’s own coffee shop and talked and talked. May sense cyang kausap at funny din. I also saw several girls giving him appreciative looks but he seems oblivious to it. In fairness, hindi cya ass in that sense. (I know of some guys who wouldn’t even hide throwing back appreciative looks to other women.) After a couple of hours, we both decided to say our respective goodbyes. He showed me back to my car and asked if we can meet again. I said, “yes, of course” but in my mind I was thinking that maybe he was just being polite about it. I didn’t think he liked me (physically, that is) at the very least.

After that night, E-boy and still continued to send messages but I already thought that any means of us “hooking up” would be far from happening. Until one Saturday night.

Maybe he was bored again or so.

He came from the airport. He dropped off his mom somewhere and since we live just about 25 minutes from the airport, he decided to give me a call. So we met in a coffee shop near my place, those hole-in-the-wall type of establishments. He seemed scruffy-looking that night which gave him a more mature look. Mature, sexy look  I was thinking, “naku ha, sana maski kiss or bj meron that night…” hahaha. BJ talaga ang nasa isip ko nun so I won’t sugar-coat it LOL.

So off we were to the customary chit-chat and catch up. He has been busy with his final papers and will soon finally graduate. I asked him his plans and unsurprisingly, he said he doesn’t know yet. I forgot who started it but we soon talked about sex. (Prior to this however, we have already talked about it but always through SMS or MySpace). He asked when was my last time. Of course, I didn’t tell him the truth. In my mind, no one should. 

He said, “I have installed a new set of sound system, do you wanna see it?” I then knew it. Alam na. J

Yes, he did have a new sound system involved but we also did end up doing something more in the car…not the “S” word yet.

He then sat on the driver’s seat and asked me to seat on the other side, passenger side. We then kissed --- and kissed. His kisses were not so good --- he didn’t know how to kiss but his smell somehow overpowered his lack of skill in that essence. He was also letting his hands and fingers linger to other places. I can feel his left thumb work its way on my nipple. I sighed involuntarily. I can feel my nipple getting hard. His right thumb did the same on my other nipple. I thought to myself, “oh s@%t…” He was really turning me on and I can feel myself kind of like squirming on my seat. Soon enough, I can feel myself getting wet.

At that moment, he slid up my shirt and exposed my left breast…

At this point, my left breast was already left exposed. I would have been self-conscious but the idea that we were doing it in a public place (the thought that anyone can see excited me and still does ) His thumb continued caressing my nipple and I know I am going to lose it...

I stopped kissing him and urged him to move his head down to suck on my tits. And he did. And oh he sucked really well. One of the things I like a guy doing to me is sucking my tits but I don't like it too rough nor too soft. E-boy did it sakto lang. Ang sarap. And not too malaway too. hahaha. Guys and girls, you know what I mean. 

So this heavy sucking continued while I let my fingers go down to his crotch area. Matigas na. Not uber tigas yet but I can tell it IS excited  So I continued to rub on it and felt it swell a little more. He briefly stopped sucking on my left breast only for him to go to the other breast. He sucked on it too with the same gusto as he did the other. I was thinking, "f#&k baka tit-sucking pa lang e mapa-cum na ako nito." Then I felt his other hand linger somewhere else...

I felt it slide down...

Down to my pussy.

He said, "it's hot." At this point, I was already breathing heavily and was very much aware that I was wet. But I was thinking not here. Not now. 

Then with all the remaining energy left, I told him let's stop. He didn't. Then I said in a louder voice and with more conviction, "I have to go..." Regrettably and slowly, E-boy stopped and moved away from me. 

Now if that woman was me late 20's then I would f*cked his brains out that night.LOL. 

So we stopped and I then eventually said goodbye to him. I saw him trying to walk and cover his still semi-hard tool. In my mind, I was hoping I gave him enough to still be interested for another tryst...

Since the bitin moment at the parking lot, medyo natagalan yung next na kita namin ni E-boy. We were both busy then, him finally graduating and working in Sales and then with my small business (I no longer have that biz now by the way). 

Sometimes pag may international dj's like Tiesto, Paul Van Dyk, or other Big Fish events, he'd message or call me asking if I was there. Thankfully (or not), nagkakataon salisi kami sa mga events. Sometimes he'd call at some random hour and we'd talk extensively about his work, working out, my work, etc. E-boy wasn't into phone sex so most of our talks were like 'wholesome.' In fact, no one made mention of that "night". In my mind, shucks baka hindi sya nasarapan or something. Syempre, ayoko nun. I was never selfish in pleasing my partners or pseudo-partners 

One Saturday night, I got a call from E-boy asking where I was. I think I was with my Mom and attended an affair somewhere in Makati. He told me he's in World Trade, again another rave party. I said, "okay ingat ka..." He then said "of course" but his voice already sounded wasted. In my mind, I'm sure nag-E na naman ito. My Mom and I got home 11:30 in the evening. I remember that coz a minute or so after I changed to my PJ's e tumawag si E-boy. He again asked, "san ka?" I said, "home na". He then said, "can I ask a favor?" Thinking it was just a favor to be done in the future, I automatically said, "oo ba." He then said, "punta ka dito." Surprised, I responded, "huh?" He then repeated, "puntahan mo ko dito please. pasundo." E-boy has a car but I thought he probably didn't bring it coz he might not be able to drive or something. I said, "okay, 15minutes." I immediately dressed again and got my keys. 

As soon as I was near WTC, I called E-boy. He then said, "okay abangan na kita." Malayo pa lang ako, kita ko na. Medyo may spark from afar kasi nga mas pogi cya in my eyes coz seemed more buffed-looking that night plus bagong pa-skinhead and he was wearing shades. It was already almost midnight then. I thought, "sabog na nga talaga ito." He waved at me then went to my side. I then positioned to get off thinking he may want to drive (although his condition clearly wasn't fit for it) when he said, "why did you bring your car?" I then looked at him and said, "you said pasundo di ba?" so I assumed I'd pick you up. Sabi nya, "sorry...what I meant was for you to come here coz I cannot find my car..." Sabi ko, huh? Sabi nya, "I kept on clicking on the alarm thing but I cannot find it and I forgot where I parked..." So I said, "okay I will just park and help you find it" although I know that will be a problem coz of his current state. He then said, "ibalik na lang natin car mo then we get a cab back here..." I quickly thought and I said okay but he'd act "normal" in case someone was still awake sa bahay. Thankfully, wala naman na. So I just left my car and we just got a cab back to WTC. We finally found his car which was not so far to where he said he was 'looking' earlier. The whole time this was happening, E-boy was always touching me or somewhat hugging me. It felt awkward coz he wasn't the type to be like that in public based on what I know of him and figured it was the drug. 

As soon as we are back on the road, I asked him, where to. And then he said, "ikaw bahala...bring me where you want to bring me." I then looked at him and said, "uh sa bahay nyo..." Then he said almost inaudibly, "kung saan mo gusto." Syempre, pa-V effect pa ko sa I was like, "saan ba kasi sa inyo" although I know naman where he lives. So I just drove and drove diretso lang yung Buendia until we reached the last stoplight where you choose to go ilalim to turn right southbound EDSA or take flyover northbound. I asked him again, "uy saan na..." I forgot to mention that the whole time I was driving e he was like always touching me or reaching out to me; parang gusto nya touchy feely ganun. (After that night, I read somewhere that those who took E are like that pala). So nag-flyover na ako then right sa Kalayaan na pa-straight to C-5. Alam na which area, right?  

So that being a Saturday night oopsss Sunday early morning na pala, we expected na madaming tao. Surprisingly, wala naman masyado and we were able to go to VC without any problems. As soon as I parked, ang kind of sabog kong pogi na E-boy then grabbed me and kissed me. I was taken aback by what he suddenly did. I peered at his eyes from behind his shades (yes, suot nya the whole time LOL) and his eyes were slightly 'less alert'. Basta gets nyo na yun. 

So we went to the room na. Although we were already here, I was still not sure if something will indeed happen kasi nga he looked so wasted. Nonetheless, I prepared to take a shower while he already undressed. As I was rinsing myself, I felt E-boy behind me. I thought to myself, "s@%t muscle muscle sarap...lol" He then started to kiss my nape and made small kisses on my shoulder blades. s@%t, sarap. Then he kissed me on the lips and suddenly parang may continuation yung last time namin. He kissed sweeter this time. Parang walang libog, parang may love. I think the spa suki here in MTC calls it GFE pero sa akin parang BFE naman hahaha. This kissing, sucking, and licking while trying to rinse myself off continued for a good ten minutes or so. I then positioned myself and kneeled in front of him then prayed. Joke. 

E-boy's cock wasn't big BIG but it wasn't battery  just right for his physique and height. Tumayo ako then kissed him. I then worked my way down spending some time sa may chest area nya. I can see him getting hard pero not fully hard pa. I even thought na baka hindi tumigas nang todo coz of how he is. I made small kisses on his tummy and teasingly let out of my tongue too. Not too long after, I was already looking at his somewhat erect Pinoy bratwurst. lol. I kissed the tip of his cock making soft, small kisses knowing that area is quite sensitive. I then slowly put my tongue in and out of that hole at the tip. In and out and then I heard him groan. I then proceeded to give him head until he said we go back to the bedroom.

Di pa rin ako sure if he can 'perform' so I made sure to be "ready" in case but to my surprise, he pushed me back so that I'd be lying on my back and he then went down on me. He kissed my inner thighs as if he was kissing my lips and his tongue playfully teasing my clit as he would do to my tongue. Ang sarap. I can hear my moans and want him inside me na but he won't stop. Then I begged him to position so that I can also have him in my mouth. Ayoko ng one way lang. He obliged. It's like palitan kami ng ungol. Para akong gutom na gutom that night. Finally, he moved and positioned himself missionary style. I was more than ready for him --- he then thrusted himself to me. s@%t, sakto lang yung tama sa g-spot ko. Ang sarap. We changed positions a few more times until finally we both came. Grabe, I felt spent and I think we both fell asleep. 

Nagising na lang ulit ako with E-boy seemingly insatiable. I think we had four or five rounds before we checked out at 11. Thankfully, he was okay na to drive. We went to have breakfast and although sweet pa rin cya not like the previous night pero I was thinking okay lang coz I got f*cked real good anyway . He dropped me off sa bahay just in time for lunch. 

No one asked me where I was or who brought me home. 

E-boy and I still communicated after that. We saw each other a couple more times in "parties" and would have coffee at least once a month especially when his work was nearer mine. When I had a boyfriend though, I voluntarily ended any contact with any guy from my past. The nice thing about E-boy was he respected that and would only say "hi" or "hello" via YM. Or just greet me on special days. Where is E-boy now? He's still in QC, single, and very much into "clean and healthy living" now. But he still kisses great... ooooppppppsss  

★ Piper ★